A Minute and a Half

A minute and a half on the stop light.

Okay. I am an impatient person waiting for that one and a half minute. These five liters of blood flowing through my veins on my normally hypotensive state.

So. I have time.

Red light!

I have come to an intersection in my life. It is not even familiar, and it is a good thing.
Why? Because that is when I know I have done something different. It is either better or worse, but I am very happy it is different. And the hell I care if the road takes me to the worse, I come prepared. (Well, I don’t really know if I come prepared, all I know is I come. Okay, that sounds wrong. No one is really prepared for anything) and if it is the better, I would really like to know what the worse is. The worst even. Why? Cus how the hell would I know I am on the better road? Of course I would like to know. Just know. I would be wondering what it would be like if I dint know. And that would totally suck.

I have time. I am 25. Some 40 year-old’s still don’t know what they want and I find them the most interesting people. So maybe we don’t stop wanting. Well, that’s good. We won’t get bored.

A minute and a half on the stop light.

Okay. I am an impatient person waiting for that one and a half minute. These five liters of blood flowing through my veins on my normally hypotensive state.

Oh there’s a good song just ever so appropriate for the moment! I love it when that happens, not everyone appreciates good music during a drive. Adrenalize, by In This Moment. It’s a rock song. I love rock. I love music while driving. Well, I love music while living. Okay. Back to the direction. I go right? I go left? I go forward? Oh, hell no am not going back. Maybe the left one? It has this pretty tree. Maybe there are more pretty trees there. Hahhah. Maybe the right one? It is right. People always take the right one. Like keep right. Hahha. Forward? Well that would be easy, I don’t have to turn anywhere. I think I like the pretty tree.

I make a choice. If there is another intersection, I just make another choice. And another. And another. Hopefully, the stop light there is faster. Or slower so I can just wallow in my music. If I do get lost and find nothing, I shall ask for directions so I won’t have to go back. I’ll ask, “Are there any pretty trees there?” I prefer not to do the U turn. Hahahhah. There are no dead ends by the way. Cus that would have to mean I am dead. And that would have to mean I am done driving. Hahhah. The road just goes on and on and on.

Okay, I stop scribbling now.

Green Light!

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